Depression
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The Opera of Obscurity
My yearning for Isolation: I wish I were still in the womb. I’d like to call it my birth-tomb. It is just like a Cocoon, in it I am wrapped inside. Divorced from the world, my perfect way to hide. Protected, unjudged, allowed to be free, and unplugged. No one’s here to disturb or mock Continue reading
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My Love-Letter to the one who refuses to love me back:
I’m not in despair, and I no longer care. You really didn’t want me at all anyway. I now see who you really are, it’s clear. You just wanted to pass the time of day. You knew in your heart that you didn’t want me; but, you kept it going. You already had it in Continue reading
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My thoughts on my own failures:
Maybe it’s me: With each passing of years, my eyes begin to shed tears. I cry, because of some of my most tragic & painful fears. I’m in fear of dying without wife, nor child. The thought of it just makes me very tense. I’d much rather have an easier trial, that’s quite mild. Alas, Continue reading
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The Ballad of a Broken-Man!!!
I would give anything, to get back the time I’ve spent on people who never even mattered. It feels as though I vainly wasted all of my energy on fields, which could never be pastured. People whom I had thought would be good for me; yet they did nothing, but prove me the fool. I’ve Continue reading
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My thoughts on this week in my life:
This entire week, so far, for me, has been a crossroads-I’ve been treading the path between victory & defeat, success & failure, confidence & depression, conviction & confusion, and praise & slander-It’s also been like it’s all been a combination of all of the above….. …..Oh, Allah!!! Just let me walk through the dense forest Continue reading